I am a 47 yr old who been divorced for well over a year and found myself in a crappy relationship. It could’ve been good if it wasn’t built on lies.
But I’ve learned a lot about myself and what I’m willing to put up with and not put up with. I’ve learned to use my voice , even if it’s ignored.
I’ve gained a little bit of what weight I lost back, and am currently losing weight again thanks to the aid of medicine and I don’t even feel guilty about it.
I am ADHD. I’m pretty shy still and don’t really dirty talk, so if that’s your thing, I want to save you time.
I am a novice in the world of BDSM, that’s not to say I’m naive (not anymore anyway). I’ve had the opportunity to have a few small experiences. I am submissive, 100%.
I like ***, and that is something I’m exploring my boundaries with.
I was with a person I was led to believe was a Daddy Dom, turns out , not so much. That’s on me, I learned and experienced sub frenzy the hard way.
I know people lie about who they are, but it’s really hard when they lead you to believe that they were someone and something that they were not and feelings got involved, and it all turned out to be a lie, write down to the caring, considerate act that was being put on.
So no diving off the deep end to say the least .
I’ve decided to revisit this place because on top of meeting and weeding out those looking for sexting and pics I’m hoping to actually make friends, or maybe acquaintances I can learn things from and pick the minds of. I have questions and no one to ask.
I’m not wealthy or a sugar mama, and I’m not looking for sexting and sending dirty pics. I’m also not looking for one night stands, play partners or someone young enough to be my child. I’m not looking for drive through Daddies or Dom’s. I generally date older than me, though a couple years younger doesn’t bother me. Couple being the key word there.
I like connection. In a relationship I’ve found I need an emotional connection as much as physical. This takes time, I know that.
I’ve found I’m slightly little. Not bratty at all. But more care free. Not into age regression. But I’ve come to realize there is a degree of care, real genuine care that I’ve lacked though out my life. I’ve also been then one doing all the caring and take whatever of anything in return. I sleep with a stuffed ***, also have. I love almost all ***s save like 2 really. The little things in life often make my day, make me smile or even create a giddiness in me I’ve neglected for a long time, because I’ve always thought others would find it childish. So there’s that.
I am all about education. I am on Fetlife, and yes I do maybe post pics there, nothing to out of the way. I also read, a lot.
So a little about me…of course I’m much more than this, but maybe it helps the right people find my profile.
Hope everyone has a wonderful day and/or night. Depending on when you are reading this.
PS, I don’t 420 but it doesn’t bother me, I don’t smoke cigarettes but I do vape. I quit smoking over 5 years ago.
